i didn’t expect to wake up to rain falling outside the window this morning. i know rain on the fourth of july sounds awful to most people, but i couldn’t have been happier. it was such a great way to wake up after last night. really, everything about last night was pretty great. i’ve got this really good feeling going on, and i’d really like to keep it around.

it feels like i’ve been staying in more lately. i just haven’t really felt like going out, but i don’t think i could afford my nights out right now if i wanted to anyways. i thought i would have more money this way, but i’m still broke. these past few weeks have been a little slow on the money for me. but that’s okay, i’ve got enough, and it does me good to stay in. music and books can keep me entertained for days, i don’t even need to see anyone else.

but it was good that i got out last night. everything happens for a reason. 

and now after i throw in some laundry and take a quick nap the sun will go down and i can make my way down riverside tripping and stumbling to see friends and fireworks and musica. it is going to be a good night.